Thinking Positive

I am one who does believe in the 

'laws of attraction'

for one thing...

I've seen it 'in action'.

Now...I'm not a 'positive' person by nature...

so I do tend to attract more

negatives than I care to.

My daughter...on the other hand...

is a positive person..

(she got that from her dad)

and she attracts more positives than negatives.

That is really the only 'proof' I need to 'convince' me.

Now I am 'working' on trying to be more positive...

but I do have a difficult time 'convincing myself' that I am 

positive...when 'deeper down'...I'm feeling a bit negative.

I've always had a hard time 'pretending'.

So it leads me to the point of this post...

I do try very hard not to purposely call 'negatives'

into my life...

and I wondered if..by thinking,

"I'd better get some internet work done...

in case I'm without internet for a week"

that I would end up ...without internet for week...

instead of a few hours. 

My rationalization of this thinking is...

'preparedness'.

"Just 'in case' I'm without internet for a week...best to get as much

internet work done as possible."

I even went so far as to print out shipping labels for prints that

haven't been printed yet.

Mostly I think...I just don't want to fall too far behind...

"just in case".

I believe this is just another way of...

'thinking positive'.